Dreamt I was telling her to trust her heart, then she’d make the right decisions. Not to be too generous, give too much away. I held her in the dream, and started crying.

Just woke here, alone, crying. Crying to let her go, to send her off into the world. How I’ve tried to protect her.

Don’t know how to protect myself, how not to give too much away. How to trust my own heart. But I am learning. I am learning.